Who Said it would be easy?!

I was on my bed... Studying for tomorrow's exam... Bored... Extremely bored... beside that, I'm ill and in deep pain... I had a flu few weeks ago and still have some of it... I'm in deep pain and most probably will go for operation the next day!

In a moment, I had this thought "WHY?! Why The hell is that all happening in the same time?!"... I had this thought of "ma Fakes ba2a"... I was tired, bored and on the point of just letting everything go!

Subhana ALLAH, in the same moment I was thinking deeply about that, I got the answer...  I was inspired by ALLAH... "Who said it would be easy?!" That question just popped out of my mind...

Yeah! Who said it would be easy? Who said life would be easy? Who said going out there after your dreams would be easy? Who said reaching JANNAH would be easy?

I felt so ashame! So ashame from just losing this sight for a second... So ashame from doubting for a second that all what happens to me is KHAYR and for my own good... because it's simply from my beloved ALLAH...

I felt Power... I felt STRONG... I had that amazing feeling that ALLAH is here... just here beside me...

I felt so much the deep meaning of "و نحن أقرب إليه من حبل الوريد"

Who could worry knowing that ALLAH is here for him? Who could worry knowing that ALLAH wants ONLY the best for him?

ALLAH is raising me... I'm HAPPY
ALLAH is forgiving me and removing my sins with every single feeling of pain... I'm HAPPY
ALLAH wants me to get that "A+".... I'm HAPPY

And as my beloved prophet Sayedna Muhammed (PBUH) said: "أدبني ربي فأحسن تأديبي"
Al Hamdulellah for everything...

I'm just gonna SMILE and keep moving forward...
I'm just gonna SMILE and tell the world I'm happy...
I'm just gonna SMILE and say "Al Hamdulellah"....
I'm just gonna SMILE and always remember....

"WHO SAID IT WOULD BE EASY?" :)