Memory of a wounded heart

I was listening to that song... it was playing in my ears and its words sounded deeply within me...

It reminded me of you...
Oh, Good days!

I remember when I was lying in my room alone, sad and thinking about why everything was going wrong... my phone rang...

It was a message... a message from you... holding in its line just 3 words "ON MY SHOULDER"... It made me smile... It changed my whole mood...

Just feeling relief knowing that there is someone who's here for you... Someone who always cares about you... Someone who will always be there whenever wherever you need anything or anyone....

All these memories just came rushing to me....
I was supposed to smile but I couldn't!
I just Couldn't!

I found myself in tears... tears flowing like a river and I couldn't stop them...
I found myself in deep pain... and My heart.... my heart was hurting like it has been squeezed hard...

I remembered your days...
I thought about picking up the phone and call you but I stood still in the last moment...

I just couldn't!
I felt that pain...
That pain you feel when you are stabbed in the back from someone dear...
That pain you feel when you are hurt from someone, you thought, close...
That pain when you feel your heart is bleeding and crying out loud...

Everytime I see you or just even remember you, I cry inside... I cry loudly and painfully... but no one knows it but me...

Don't let this make you think I'm still angry or mad at you... NO! Not anymore... it's just a feeling I got...

and in the end, I wish you all the happiness and the good in your life... and May ALLAH always guide you to the right path...