Is it my fault? Is it about me? I don't know anything anymore... Can anyone help, please? I'm losing ME... I losing myself, my self confidence... I began to doubt ME.... I began to doubt my judgment on people....
Loosing someone agaaaaaain ?!!!! Why? Can someone answer me Why the hell is that always happening to me? I don't do anything wrong... I don't hurt people... on the opposite, I seek people happiness... So Why they hurt me? Is that what you get when you try to get close to people? and they don't just hurt! they hurt BADLY! Why? I need an answer to that question, please!! I beg you, please answer me!
Why is it so hard to understand that human feelings and emotions are a huge part of the one's life? why is it so hard to understand that saying to someone "I HATE YOU" is waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay more better than getting close to him and make him believe that you are close and then suddenly you just tell him "I DON'T TRUST YOU" ?!!!! WHY?!!!!!!!!! is it THAT complicated? would someone please explain to me?!
Why people always don't have answer to that "WHY" question?! huh? or we just go ahead and do actions without even thinking?! without thinking... What will be the other person feelings? or what will be the impact of what I'll do or say?!!!!! WHYYY?! Are we that stupid not to predict it or just too selfish to think of others?
I have no words to say except we, humans, are STUPID! YES, STUPID and SELFISH when it comes to others feelings... Emotionally Stupid! YES, I mean it! we truley are! but to be Honest, Except few!! and those I've rarely met till now... I can count them on my hands fingers!!
What's going on, people? What's going on?! are you enjoying seeing the people you know suffering or what?! Explain to me if you have an excuse!!
Am truley SICK of it... Why should I even care?! There is no such 100% trust... I don't believe there is anymore... I was wrong more than once and I don't have the intentions to repeat my mistake again...
You left a wound... an EXTREMELY DEEP wound... just know I've completely dropped you out of my life and you reached a point where there is no turning back!
Your credit in my life bank is now EMPTY... and it would take a loooooot to fill it again and may be it won't EVER be filled again!
just a small advice from someone who used to be your friend, Take care of that atitude and those actions... because if so, by the end of your days, you won't find anyone beside....
And at the end, just a small THANKS... you has just taught me a HUGE lesson and made me MORE stronger!
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