A letter to someone special...

I'm writing you this letter and I don't exactly know the purpose behind it... just found myself holding my pen and paper and writing as if my heart was the writer not my fingers holding the pen...

May be because I deeply need to talk to someone who understands me... who lives my world - or a similar one - someone who doesn't see me as an Alien coming from outsider space when I talk about my dreams, hopes and insights!

Someone I feel relief with! Someone that empowers, supports & encourages me! Someone that I can call "my Comfort Zone"!

It's extremely hard to find that someone I'm describing... but when you actually find him, you just feel alive!
when you remember him, you feel comfort! you find yourself saying "Oh, Thank GOD! I'm Not an Alien!"

When you talk to that one, you feel like the dry plant when the rain falls upon it... BACK TO LIFE!
you regain that inner peace! that feeling coming from knowing that you have a strong support... A strong wall you can lie against when you are about to fall... A caring kind shoulder to put your head upon when you feel tired... A Warm place that keeps you safe and sound...

I've been searching for that person from a longtime ago...
I was feeling insecure, afraid, locked up in a shell, protecting myself and my heart behind huge thick walls... I lost my trust in people... They were extremely hard times!

I've been looking and wondering...
Will I have that companion?! Will I ever find that someone? will I ever find that caring friend? that someone who cares about you for just WHO YOU ARE? that someone who cherishes you no matter was your state or mood?!

I never thought I could find that someone until YOU ARE HERE...
I found YOU!
I found my Shell...
I found my comfort zone...
I found someone I can trust....
Someone I can share anything with, knowing that he won't make fun of me, respects what I say and listens to me from the heart...

Again, I dunno why I'm writing you these words...

But the thing is, you saved my life! you enlightened it back... And believe me, I'm not exaggerating...

Thanks to you, my dear friend, after ALLAH SWT, I'm the way I am now...

No words can express the influence and the change you made in me... it's just Indescribable!

I hope one day, if you found this letter by chance, you'd smile and say "She was a good friend of mine"... you'd smile and know how much you influenced someone.....

And you know, Life is too small.... Too short... We actually dunno when the picture of our films is gonna stop... So, I can only promise you one thing!

I promise to be there for you as you've always been there for me...
I promise to be that good friend you deserve as you are an amazing one to me, although I don't deserve...

And when I'm gone, I'll be waiting for you isA... waiting for you in much prettier and beautiful place... A place where you find the everlasting peace and happiness...
I'll be waiting for you in El JANNAH with our Beloved Muhammad PBUH...

So Am hoping and praying from the deep bottom of my heart for ALLAH to make this dream come true....

May ALLAH bless you and keep safe and sound all the way long...

Yours,

May